From my couch, I look out at mountains mottled green and gray. Over the years, fire has eaten into the smooth blanket of trees; from life to ash where it bit most deeply. For now, draw no lines and call each shade part of the forest.
Forest fires, from very close up, are terrifying. They howl as they run among the trees, pulling life from each branch, each blade of grass. The sizzling crackle and rushing inhalation as flames suck needles from an incandescent pine is with me still, years after I last heard it.
I can only imagine the final moments of 19 firefighters who died recently in Arizona, then even my imagination flees.
Fire and forest, firs in flames, made me curious about the line between what we think of as alive and what we believe is not. Blame Disney.
Life is “the condition that distinguishes animals and plants … including the capacity for growth, reproduction, functional activity, and continual change…”
From an embryonic smolder at the base of a ponderosa struck by lightning, the fire gestated in pine needle duff, creeping outward to find small nourishment in drops of sap and drying decay. Four days after conception, maybe a week, a hot brisk breeze found the nest, brought oxygen and an appetite.
The fire changed. First, it climbed the tree that brought life from the sky. Lower branches gave it a ladder, and it grew upward with each step. It didn’t take long in the heat of August, and while it licked its way to the top, it dropped flaming sticks and cones into the breeze to land in the bushes at the base of other trees. With that, what we think of as “the fire” climbed the ridge outside my window.
Was this reproduction? Was it still one fire, or many? Ants or colony, cells or man, genes or species? Where is that line?
Did the men on that mountain feel they’d been ambushed? They were at the edge of the fire, they had a plan. How did everything change so suddenly, flames coming for them so quickly and with such lethal intent?
In 1943, physicist Erwin Schrödinger gave a lecture on “What is Life?” From that grew the knowledge that, locked in our DNA, is information. A code about structure, about what has been successful, that can be modified as needed to fit new circumstances.
Fire may have no such code within. Perhaps that’s why we do not think of it as alive. But perhaps the DNA of fire lies outside its skin, its code an ability to respond to the code of the forest, it adapts as it needs to once it has been awakened.
Two trees outside my window, one living, one dead, one growing upward and one crumbling to fertilize the next. They are part of the same living forest, itself an organism that grows and adapts and is rejuvenated, often by fire. The words are easy, but it is hard, at times, to find the lines.
Eric,
Your writing is amazing and I couldn’t be prouder knowing you. Keep up the great work, I can’t wait to read your book.
Hugs,
Roxann
Roxann, I am very lucky to be able to sit up here on my hill top and do what I do, and lucky for friends like you. Thank you, and thank you over and over for taking care of us at the races.
I am going to have something to say about Chalice soon.
~Erik